This morning I decided to spend some time in Psalms instead of doing my in depth Bible study. All it took was one chapter before I found a bit of peace. My questions are still there, but I found reassurance that God is even bigger than my questions.
Be of good courage,
and he shall strengthen your heart,
all ye that hope in the LORD
Psalm 31:24.
What a great promise!
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Questions
I'm still having a hard time putting into words what I've been pondering. I've actually been very discouraged these past few days about these questions. I can't tell if God is nudging me to make changes or if the devil is trying to pull me down.
Is being a full time homemaker (without children) really what God wants for me?
Am I supposed to be doing something to help fulfill the Great Commission (Matthew 28:18-20)?
Is it selfish to be spending my life at home, only ministering to my husband? Do I need to pursue volunteer work?
Is it okay for me to pursue additional education when I don't have a traditional career?
Am I doing enough? I've always been a driven person, whether with education or career or finances. Now I feel like "all" I am doing is taking care of my husband. It's not that it's not a noble thing to do, but is it enough? Is homemaking really a Biblical calling?
I have a bunch of questions and I'm not sure where to find the answers. I'm praying but I'm not sure I know how to listen for God's response.
Is being a full time homemaker (without children) really what God wants for me?
Am I supposed to be doing something to help fulfill the Great Commission (Matthew 28:18-20)?
Is it selfish to be spending my life at home, only ministering to my husband? Do I need to pursue volunteer work?
Is it okay for me to pursue additional education when I don't have a traditional career?
Am I doing enough? I've always been a driven person, whether with education or career or finances. Now I feel like "all" I am doing is taking care of my husband. It's not that it's not a noble thing to do, but is it enough? Is homemaking really a Biblical calling?
I have a bunch of questions and I'm not sure where to find the answers. I'm praying but I'm not sure I know how to listen for God's response.
Monday, August 9, 2010
Friday, August 6, 2010
What an extraordinary day!
Today has been a very unusual day.
First, I woke up at six on the dot. I rarely wake up that early and never exactly on the hour. Since I was awake so early, hubby and I walked over to Walmart.
Second, when we returned home, I completed most of my household chores and then made breakfast.
Third, the smoothie was an unusual combination (for me). Bananas, peaches, and strawberries blended together. Yum! I might have to do that more often.
Fourth, I had Bible study at the kitchen table. Normally I study on the couch.
Fifth, hubby and I went to the library during regular business hours. Usually we visit on weekends or in the evening.
Sixth, it rained but there were no rain clouds!
Seventh, our vacuum cleaner died. We have to go shopping on Sunday to replace it. Boo. Another unexpected expense this week.
All in all, it was a great day, but very unusual!
When I noticed it was raining, I stepped outside and took this picture. Does it look like it should have been raining?
First, I woke up at six on the dot. I rarely wake up that early and never exactly on the hour. Since I was awake so early, hubby and I walked over to Walmart.
Second, when we returned home, I completed most of my household chores and then made breakfast.
Third, the smoothie was an unusual combination (for me). Bananas, peaches, and strawberries blended together. Yum! I might have to do that more often.
Fourth, I had Bible study at the kitchen table. Normally I study on the couch.
Fifth, hubby and I went to the library during regular business hours. Usually we visit on weekends or in the evening.
Sixth, it rained but there were no rain clouds!
Seventh, our vacuum cleaner died. We have to go shopping on Sunday to replace it. Boo. Another unexpected expense this week.
All in all, it was a great day, but very unusual!
When I noticed it was raining, I stepped outside and took this picture. Does it look like it should have been raining?
Thursday, August 5, 2010
Love Is a Flame - A Book Review
From the advertising blurb: If you want to improve or revive your marriage, you need more than just theories of marriage from experts. You need shared experiences, to hear other couples say I've been there and to see the unique, creative, and practical solutions they have found to restore the vibrancy of their marriages.
Love Is a Flame is full of short stories of couples who turned their marriages around with God's help. Some of the stories made me laugh and others made me cry. It was a quick read, easy to cover just a couple of the short stories in one sitting. Each story included a one or two paragraph application by the compiler.
The downside of this book for me is that the stories are so short. I really felt that unless I only read one story and pondered on the application for awhile, I'm not going to get anything out of this book. It's like reading the Chicken Soup books - heartwarming stories that are easily forgotten.
I wanted to like this book, but I felt it wasn't something I'd ever come back to or even remember much of a month after finishing it.
Disclaimer - I did receive a copy of this book from Bethany House in exchange for an honest review.
Love Is a Flame is full of short stories of couples who turned their marriages around with God's help. Some of the stories made me laugh and others made me cry. It was a quick read, easy to cover just a couple of the short stories in one sitting. Each story included a one or two paragraph application by the compiler.
The downside of this book for me is that the stories are so short. I really felt that unless I only read one story and pondered on the application for awhile, I'm not going to get anything out of this book. It's like reading the Chicken Soup books - heartwarming stories that are easily forgotten.
I wanted to like this book, but I felt it wasn't something I'd ever come back to or even remember much of a month after finishing it.
Disclaimer - I did receive a copy of this book from Bethany House in exchange for an honest review.
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Kitty update
It looks like Bruno has passed the critical point. This morning he got up and started following us around the house. For the past week, he has just stayed within the same couple of feet in the bedroom. This morning he started seriously purring when we pet him, ate a bit, and just looks way more perky.
I'm not sure if it was the antibiotics or the water they injected under his skin (that's my guess) or finally getting him to eat yesterday but he's showing signs of improvement. He wore himself out this morning trying to be active and has spent the last few hours sleeping on my desk.
I am SOOOOOOO relieved that he's recovering. He still walks funny, but I think he'll be ok. To anyone who prayed for him - thank you so much! I really appreciate it.
I'm not sure if it was the antibiotics or the water they injected under his skin (that's my guess) or finally getting him to eat yesterday but he's showing signs of improvement. He wore himself out this morning trying to be active and has spent the last few hours sleeping on my desk.
I am SOOOOOOO relieved that he's recovering. He still walks funny, but I think he'll be ok. To anyone who prayed for him - thank you so much! I really appreciate it.
Monday, August 2, 2010
Sick kitty
My kitty is sick. We're taking him to the vet in 45 minutes. I'm very distraught over the whole ordeal. If you read this, please pray. I need him.
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